It is so revealing when your eyes open to the truth. When you see that someone you cared about and wanted in your life for so very many years becomes someone you no longer care to have in your life. When you realize that “appearances” to them really are everything, that hurting others is really okay. Calling themselves Christian and being so righteous while making judgments about everyone else’s choices, once again reaffirms the adage “walk the walk, don’t just talk the talk.” I guess today I am feeling blessed that I have traveled the journey I have. I do not care about appearances; I care about people. I care about doing the right thing for its own sake. I care about treating people right. Not for my benefit, but for theirs. Just because “it’s the right thing to do.” (quote attributed to Lu) I am truly blessed that I have had the friends that I have, some still in my life and some not, who have helped me along this journey. I am a far better person because of them!
It has been another week. This time I have spent it struggling to breathe, dealing with pneumonia. Another “issue” of having an autoimmune disease is that I catch everything and then can’t get rid of it. I did avoid the hospital, through begging and refusal at first, and then not calling back for follow-up when I did not recover like “they” said I should. I got this crap at the hospital, why would I go back there???? That just seems like a no-brainer to me!! Needless to say, I have had lots of time, in between naps, to watch the TV. Last weekend an American soldier was brought out of Afghanistan. I watch a lot of news shows. I probably need to stop, because I think too much. I am a thinker. I process things. I can chew on a thought until it is reformulated to look nothing like its original concept. And I listen. And I rephrase. And I chew. And did I mention I’ve been in bed unable to move for about a week now????
I don’t necessarily see these things as political, although they are all happening in politics today (in the USA, anyway). I think the reason I cannot see them this way is because I worked in Mental Health for 25+ years. Everyone says we have a mental health problem in this country and I do agree. Usually, this is mentioned in the area of gun violence. And we have had that this week, too. However, I don’t think we will be debating that, as there were not “enough” killed to make it a “mass” shooting “event.” Once again, I digress. Back to the point. One group I worked with in my career was Special Education. At the time, (dino. ages) it was a separate school for all the kids who could get along with other kids. They sent them somewhere so that they could all be together and work out their problems. We had three classrooms. Ours were divided by age but I think you could divide them any way you want. We taught them regular education stuff, like other kids…when we could get them to behave. When we could get them to respect each other. When we could get them to listen to each other. When we could get them to take responsibility for their words/actions. When we could get them to get along with each other. They did not have to like each other, but they did have to co-exist in a humane manner. At first, we only had them with their own class, as it was too much to expect them to get along with everyone at one time. Before they left and went back to their home school, however, they had to get along with a lot more children, so they had to learn to interact with everyone.
This was the hardest and most rewarding job I’ve ever had. I cannot remember having to breakup so many fights; repair so many broken desks, chairs, walls and people; call so many parents about behaviors; figure out new and innovate ways to discipline/reward behaviors; and ways to fix myself so I could face another day. It was a challenge.
A disclaimer: this blog was not in any way meant to be political. Sometimes, however, human nature takes over and I cannot help myself. You, the reader, must judge whether this posts political in nature or just about human nature. I can not tell anymore.
So I’m chewing folks…
Now, the USA decides to bring one of its own home. Good thing, right. The USA trades five bad guys. Bad thing, right. This was gonna happen at the end of the war anyway, if we follow the Rules. Anyway, not really my point. But I’ll state for the record I’m glad he is “home” and I’m glad I’m not paying for the five bad guys anymore. Knowing this country we will just figure out a way to use a drone on day 366 anyway, since we never could prosecute them for anything.
Ok, back to my point, I think…
~ Why, with all the “traceable” electronics in the world today would someone say/write something and then say/write the opposite, while denying that they ever said/wrote the first thing?
~ Why, are so many people denouncing one man for something he MIGHT have done, when there were a RECORDED 20,000 men who did the same thing in WWII?
~ Why, are the “leaders” of the USA allowing the Taliban to create the divisions in this country that it wants to see?
~ Why are there so many people concerned with making sure they do the opposite of what the other guy wants, even if it is the same thing they wanted the day before?
I’m still chewing….
I’m seeing some parallels here: 3 classrooms=senate, house, white house; I want to do that until you are doing it, then I think it is a horrible thing to do; I did not do that, somebody else wrote that on there, that wasn’t me; I will never do what he wants, I hate him (even if I wanted to do it 2 minutes ago).
You get the picture. There are adult men and women acting like Behavior Disordered children. I know that is not PC, but neither are they. And I don’t have to be PC cause this is not about politics. Did I mention the school was for 5-10 year olds???? Hmmm….. No one stayed there more than year or two…. Hmmm…..
The only negative is that we can’t put adults in “time out,” we can’t “restrain” them, we can’t “de-redirect” them. We can, however, “discharge” them, which is what the last resort was at the school. When there was no hope left for any chance of change.
Okay, this is feeling a little political now….