What a Difference a Day Makes

“Happiness comes from within.” We hear that all the time, that nothing and no one can make us happy.  And it, for the most part, it is true.  Yet, when a major event occurs and changes your circumstances, it’s hard to believe it!

Yesterday that happened for me.  The major event that I was so very stressed and worried about happened, see: Sometimes You Just have to Admit it Sucks.  It turned out better than I could have hoped! And it relieved the stress and the tension that has been enveloping my life for the past two and a half years.  I had no idea that I had been living like that! But the fact that I slept for nine hours at one time has shown me that I have.  That and the black cloud is not so dark today.

So does happiness come from within?  I don’t really know, maybe.  Maybe the relief of stress and tension and fear has allowed me to feel some of the happiness that is innately in my heart. Maybe the pain I feel everyday has been validated by those who don’t really have a clue what it is like to live my life.  Maybe the black cloud lifting has allowed me to truly feel the love and support I have from all of my friends.

All I know right now is that whatever it is I will take it!  

And I will hold onto it for as long as I possibly can!


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